A Little Star

Through the sea of injustice, the galaxies above, 
there is that one star you love.
Through the clouds of fog, and thick rainy nights
you love it even when out of your sight.
Because of the glow
The humor
The grin
It gives you.
It's your little star
that lights up your night.

The throbbing in the shadows never ending and constant hold my eyes exposed to the stars the wonder of the abyss gentle and heart breaking in the most lovely way the breathless sighs that envelope my lungs dance within the roaring sea below and my stomach lurches and my heart is screeching and my mouth is sewn from words. the wind is cutting my face as it tugs me with fire wailing at me not to fly but I see the rocks' fins and I see their frozen teeth and I push away from the white speckled void and I don't feel the ice nor the shattering agony that pierces through my gut because my head was wrecked too long ago to feel anything else

-e.w

"JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS"

I don't know about you, but I hate these days.

When you feel disconnected from everyone

 and you can't focus properly. 

It's days like today where I feel the most vulnerable. 

As though my mind drags me down into my sorrows

 and buries me in the ice of my thoughts.

I don't like this because I want to feel better. 

And days where I can't function properly don't help. 

It's the day where you want to sing how you feel

through the depths of the sea

and open up a paint jar

while snuggled up with mouth biting tea

and you feel so torn

broken

and beat

that nothing feels right.

but you realize the difference.

the sensation of 'why?'

because of the heart

that draws everyone together

is severing my thoughts

and making us wither

but it's okay.

it's just one of those days.

-e.w

Crazy

The immortal capacity of love is infinite. But so is death, and heart ache and the feeling of being out of place.I am crazy. 

To go day to day is one of the hardest things I have come by.  I struggle all the time with self image, body image and depressing thoughts that cause me to not function properly. 
I apologize to anyone that is like me, because I am like you and it's a round about of pain.  
I hate questioning "why" to everything, but I have to know. 
Why are we like this?
Why is the world being run like this?
This Autocracy is going on for too long. 
Why?

Or don't answer. 

I'm just little crazy me.

-M