"JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS"

I don't know about you, but I hate these days.

When you feel disconnected from everyone

 and you can't focus properly. 

It's days like today where I feel the most vulnerable. 

As though my mind drags me down into my sorrows

 and buries me in the ice of my thoughts.

I don't like this because I want to feel better. 

And days where I can't function properly don't help. 

It's the day where you want to sing how you feel

through the depths of the sea

and open up a paint jar

while snuggled up with mouth biting tea

and you feel so torn

broken

and beat

that nothing feels right.

but you realize the difference.

the sensation of 'why?'

because of the heart

that draws everyone together

is severing my thoughts

and making us wither

but it's okay.

it's just one of those days.

-e.w